My Thirties

At this point, it's really about maintenance and avoidance.
It's been a main priority to avoid any emotion stronger than peevishhness. Drama is soooo mid-to-late twenties.
Also important to stand up straight all the time. Crack a joke to put others at ease.
Forget about the really deep cuts. You had your time to mourn, and frankly, others find it tedious. (See above re: mid-to-late twenties.)
Tedium is your fault.
Listen to Nick Drake about all the things you could've been. Like a clock.
Contemplate your tenth college reunion. Then throw out the invitation.